arnold schwarzenegger joins me now. welcome. >> thank you. >> try to imagine what it must have been like to be you for the last year. the reason i imagine it is i saw you and maria a few days before the balloon went up on this whole scandal, and you seemed very happy. i talked to both of you and i interviewed you many times over the years. then since then, your whole life completely changed. i wouldn't use the phrase self-imploded but it must have felt like that a few times. what has it been like to be you in the last year? >> well, you know, i always have been very successful in my professional life. that's what the book is about, "total recall" is about this extraordinary immigrant's story, coming here with nothing and getting to the point where i am, being successful in bodybuilding and being successful in films and being successful in the political arena, and also at the same time, i had an extraordinary personal life. everything was perfect. and so all of a sudden, from one day to the next, the personal life totall